A medical student. A simple question.
“How am I supposed to go on caring?”
At the time, suggestions abound.
Work-life balance. Self-care. Hobbies.
Remembering our initial calling.
Remembering we still make a difference.
Remembering our love for medicine
and the privilege we have as caregivers.
But then the realization-
I don’t know the answer.
I only know that I have witnessed around me-
at every stage of training and practice-
evidence of emotional exhaustion.
Dissatisfaction.
Disillusionment.
Burnout.
So this is my plea…
A plea-
to students,
to colleagues,
to practitioners,
but–even more–
to myself.
A plea as we
embark further into
the world of medicine.
A plea-
never to lose the satisfaction
we experience in caring for others–
the thrill savored
when we supported our first patient,
the warmth felt when families embraced us,
entrusting us with their care,
their health,
their lives.
A plea–
to preserve our love,
our burden,
our heart–
for mankind.
That despite challenges faced,
we refuse to lose what we have gained.
That despite the obstacles
in an ever-changing environment–
despite the self-doubt, criticism, personal struggles–
despite the constant immersion into death and suffering
and the consequent self-preservatory layers
of emotional shield–
Despite everything.
That we would continue
to feel,
to love,
to enjoy–
Medicine.
Our patients.
Our calling.
Life.
Because this is my hope for the future.
That we would never lose the simple joy of helping others
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Dr. Phoebe,
I love your performance. You are incredible! I have done my share of poetry readings. You are a natural! You are amazing!
Sincerely,
Richard
Thank you so much, Richard! You are too kind. 🙂
Beautifully said Phoebe. Sometimes, one just has to step back and acknowledge the positive experiences and accept the negatives for what they are – simply evidence that the medical profession (and life in general) does not have all the answers we would like, but that should not stop us from doing the best we can to improve our world. Remembering the “Starfish Story”, we can all make a difference today if only for one person, but that one person will appreciate our efforts. Keep smiling! 🙂
You are absolutely right, Colin. And I will always remember the Starfish Story. 😀
I admire and honor the hard work and deep emotional contribution of physicians and nurses. Having worked many years in the medical field I recognize that some have become desensitized and I too have put up defenses of self preservation. We must show our appreciation for the impact that illness, pain , fear, and grief , hopefully the good they do will
make it worthwhile.
I sometimes feel like that too. 🙂 But I realize that we are just human and need to find that balance between objectivity and empathy. Wishing you the best. 🙂
Same to you Phoebe. 🙂